I sold my emotions for alliteration
this mayhem that I am makes me weep
my own words draw sweet tears
and abet the creature`s confusion
it`s like hands in my head, behind my eyes
grasp tight on my brain and scrape my eye sockets
I forget the hands are there for short times.
tears remind me, almost nightly, nearly daily
they shape my emotions and push out the water
my own lies to myself I never told